The Unsaid Wheel

The happy thoughts that i used to think are being rejected by the reality of these whole damn shits. Being the third wheel of the feelings that could cause heartache of a single heart. To deceive someone weak just to feel the contentment of being the chosen one. But to feel hurt by the truth that his heart will never be yours at the end.

Barrowed Heart is what I call it. Because at the end of the day, either you end up crying or you end up smiling. Lying is part of breaking those stupid hearts believing that they are the only one. Believing that there is this so called forever. But the truth is, there is no forever until you reach the age of dying together with the one you love.

Composers and love songs. They make you listen to believe the fantasy of every lyric composing the whole story. Every composer has a broken hearts not ribs. Being the hurt one or the broken one can give you the things to realize what the failure in the relationship you have done.  What are the stupid words you have been said. What are the acts you have done wrong? And the decisions you have been conclude to make.

The Unexpected One

Being alone in a foreign land makes my heart uneasy for the things and decisions I am making. People around me thinks that I am a happy person but the truth is I am a lost soul on my own universe.

Lost in my own thoughts, lost in my own words. Being dependent  to those people whom I used to trust and love. But being dragged down to the lost world underneath is a biggest heartache a man could imagine.

People come and go. Changes to old and new. The throwback and the future.  Hurting someone, loving a new one. Sacrificing and mourning. Forever and infinite. How could a person survive this cruel world?

Being the so called pretty boy, is what the gossips are. But talking with him, He is an ordinary guy who got hurt, broken but smiling in the end of it. Seeking for the attention of the one he loves, but being hurt by a single line. I’m not able to see him cry but hearing his cracking voice, I knew from the start he was hurt.

Unexpectedly, that person become my companion.  My friend, my enemy, and my guilty pleasure. Owning what is not yours is a mortal sins of being a human being. Existing in a seductive and flirtatious world, this sin is a no, no.  But why do I keep doing it?  Just  because someone doesn’t love you the way you want to doesn’t mean they don’t love you the best way they know how.

You are part of puzzle in someones life. You may never know where you fit. But, someones life may never be complete without you in it. It is tough when someone special starts to ignore you; it’s even tougher to pretend that you don’t mind.  Accepting someone into your heart is easy, the real problem is taking them out.

The hardest lesson in life is probably learning to let go of the things or people that you wanted the most because you can’t have it. If you tell the truth, it becomes a part of your past. If you lie, it becomes part of your future. People seldom find love when they’re looking for it. It usually happens when they never see it coming.

One thing I realized in life; never be dependent to anyone in this world, because even your shadow leaves you when darkness comes. Even if I have tears down my face, I still manage to say those two words. I’M FINE.

THE BLINDFOLD THOUGHTS

I don't know what am I doing, but i can't help my fingers to type.

I'm out of THOUGHTS but I can't understand why I'm posting.

My brain just stops working and I'm thinking blankly as the weird things keeps playing on my abundant space of my mind.they keep on throwing dodgeballs back and fort.

My memories keeps on racing tying to cope my little scenario when I was a child. What will I should act towards this mess??

I don't meet a major accidents (aside from falling from the second floor of our house that could make me blind) that can cause me AMNESIA, but I can't remember half of my childhood, It's kinda weird, because I'm trying to remember but no matter how I try, that memory can't pop up! 

Maybe I am little distracted by how people react towards my behavior or how I act towards them. or maybe.. just maybe, I am a worst creature living  and doing stuffs in this world who's half brain was eaten by a Zombie and I need to rescue and revive it!!

ARGH!! Maybe I just need more time to sleep!!!
ZzzZzzZzzZzz

Goodnight!!

KHEN

Just The Way I want it to Be

Who is the real You?? Are you the one who one who tries to be the other Person? or the One who Sticks with your own self??


Well, this is my Own precious opinion.. This is how I Rock it!!


I am a typical girl next door but not the one that you see in your neighborhood (ha ha).
I'm not like the woman you see in the Catwalk wearing gorgeous dresses and make up, or like the one you see in the television,magazines, gossip, movie or the one who leads a battalion "Who runs the World".Just like this Rocking Women.. 

                             
                                                          Models in the Catwalk

                                                        Kristen Stewart in Magazine Cover
                                                                     

                                                           Kristen Stewart in Twilight Saga

                                                       Beyonce on Who Run the World



I'm not a Instrumental girl. I know a little guitar chords but not too wide, I want to play drums but the drums hate me :(.
I'm not like them.

I am just a Wanna be singer,well I know my voice is good..  Being a Music Class President is not bad.. ( I think? ) I'm the one who sings till my hearts content and make some song covers and hopefully to be posted in YOUTUBE in the future!! I'm a 23 year old lady who always stays late at night to post and update my social networking accounts.. Just like this:

        


I am the one who also tries her very best to memories and study her favorite Korean music, trying to be a freaking' good  dancer and dances with the Kpop Wave, and wearing my best and nice outfit inspired the KPOP Era!!

I am just a Fangirl dreaming in midday to meet and be loved by his Prince Charming. The one who didn't get a fucking care who's the next ruler of United States as long as He/She is a good leader. I am just the simple girl who gain some courage just have a sneak peak of Cho Kyuhyun's  picture on my wall or wall paper of my cellular phone.

I'm not trying to impress you, I'm just trying to the best.. no better.. I mean Better as I ( get older??) started to build and live my dreams. May my wish do come true, so help me with Happy thoughts and Pixie Dust.. ( TinkerBell)

Until next time!!!

YOLO

xoxo

KHEN

Devil is Back...

Okay I'm so very back on Blogger.Thank you so much, I was thinking what will I post Again???


By the way Say Hi to my Maknae!! Cho Kyuhyun!!

I always uses this Pick Up lines to Him whenever im Online!!


So many distractions running on my head this past few days... or months.. IDUNNO??? But hey i Think of new post for today!!! It's all about Phrases.. I don't know if you guys will Read it or what just Posting some kind of writings done by my special friends in social networking site!!


Let Us see if there is a message behind This Words... Hmmmnnnn


I will post English and Tagalog phrases


ENGLISH!!

1.You don't know how many times I tried to tell you the truth through my jokes.


2. People who are attracted to you because of your pretty face or nice body won't be by your side forever.


3. Treat me like a Queen and I'll treat you like a King. If you treat me like a game then i'll show you how it's played.


4. Bad Attitude is like a flat tyre. You cannot reach anywhere until you change it. 


5. The shortest words Yes and No are those which require the most thought and sometimes, are the hardest to say.


6. Girls deserve a guy who treats them well and respect them.
Guys deserve a girl who will appreciate their effort.

7. The smile on my face doesn't mean my life is perfect. It means I appreciate what I have and what God has blessed me with.

8. When your crush says your name, it's like the most beautiful word ever created.

9. I need a HEART to live,but I need you more to make it BEAT.

10. Love is like a fire. It will warm you in the cold, but it will also hurt you if you don't do it right.

11. The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets. The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. And the kindest hearts have felt the most pain.

12. I'm not SINGLE. I'm not TAKEN. I'm just reserved for the one who DESERVES.

13. Never allow someone to be your priority while you're just their option.✓

14. Sometimes, you don't realize your own strengths until someone tries to take advantage of your weaknesses.

15. You know what makes people give up? it's when they gave their BEST and you still choose to HURT them.

TAGALOG!!

‎" Kung ang buong isang araw ay binubuo ng 86,400 segundo ..
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. . Anu pake ko? kung ikaw lang nmn ang kailangan para mabuo araw ko!

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Kung nagsasawa na kayo sa mga away at tampuhan ninyo...
Try ninyong mag-yakult everyday, para everyday okay. 

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Kung nabibili lang ang mga taong STICK TO ONE at SERYOSO, Panigurado MABENTA AKO. 

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Di ka nga mayaman, di ka sikat, Di ka gwapo, Di ka Perpekto pero alam mo kahit ganon, Minahal mo parin ako ng todo .

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Para sa akin, hndi sapat na batiin kalang ng magandang umaga..
Dhl mas magandang sabihin...
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. MAHAL KITA hangga't may umaga. 

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Sa kahit anong relasyon..
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mahalaga talaga ang komunikasyon. ♥

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“Si Hesus ang tsuper ng buhay, dito ka sumakay gasolina’y pang habambuhay.”

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Ang pagmomove-on ay parang marathon. Hindi ka mananalo kung lingon ka ng lingon.

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S A W I:
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- - ... - - Single At Walang Iniintindi . >:]] Ako ay isang SAWI.

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Kung LANGIT ang nararamdaman mo habang NILOLOKO mo ako.Pwes,ihanda mo na ang sarili mo sa IMPYERNONG paglalagyan mo sa oras na GUMANTI ako!

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Ang PAGMAMAHAL ko sayo parang COFFEE MATE, mananatili to at hinding hindi magbabago. 

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Ang Relasyon hindi yan larong pambata na kapag napagod ka, aayaw ka na lang bigla.

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Ingatan nyo mga ari arian nyo, lalo na ung mga mahal nyo sa buhay, mahirap na, baka pati sila angkinin ng CHINA, 

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College: ung boyfrend na ipapakita nia sau class schedule nia taz bibigyan kpa ng copy.

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Kapag feeling mo may kulang sa buhay mo. Isipin mong mabuti kung ano kasi baka "AKO" na yun.

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Well That's all for now Folks!!. I hope you guys Enjoy reading it and I hope There were Some good lessons You Could get!!!

Summer - I SUFFER

Hi! It's MonsterKathy invading the blogger site of my twin sister. 

Just bored and this weather kills me to death. I don't know, there are so much drama in here and I'm tired of it. People keep on talking trash and some waste talk towards my family and I wanna Bash them seriously, I wanna kill each one of them. Throwing some wrong accusation towards us, not so good business to tackle. I mean We have our own personal Lives and people keep on talking false and malice issues. And Yeah, proven by so many people in this Country. I love My Country so much, it's PHILIPPINES for Christ sake, but I hate how people handle different situation and issues that may trigger someone's life. I don't know people might not like what I said but it's all TRUE. And yeah, enough for this, my brains gonna blow any minute.

Night Everyone! See you on my site. 

-----MonsterKathy.! 

BEWARE!! I Crush You

Crush? is it an affection towards other people or something? Having a sleepless nights you think of him? I don't know either. But I also felt the way that is has to be.

Do you have Goosebumps whenever He's or She's around? Or behaving uncertain manner? Rosie cheeks when you heard a single word from Him or Her? Having this kind of feeling. you have a crush just like me.. What will you do when your crush is around? Do you have a will to talk to him?

( Don't worry I think About you too! )

For me, having a crush is so cute! I am the kind of person who is paranoid to someone, screaming and acting (little?) weird when my crush is around. gathering information about him. Acting like I'm a Jealous girlfriend when i saw him with other girls.Talking to my girlfriends about him everytime until they lost count. Patronizing his every simple gestures. Collecting Pictures and paste it on my wall. Dreaming in the middle of the class about him, and creating some romantic moment with him on my mind!! ha ha..

Imagining he is with me when the truth is no ones around. Whispering sweet nothings in front of his picture. Trying to be friend him so that i can be able to share a moment with him. Stalking Whenever he goes. Doing stuffs just to caught his attention. Scream his name in a crowd and acts like i don't do it.

Crazy, But that's true and I know that you also experiencing and doing stuffs like me. Let us clap our hands together, because we Show ow we LOVE someone True and Irresistible!! Ha Ha

AWW!!

Devil Khen